i love amusing taxi uncles

i super love those funny taxi uncles. they really help to lift spirits on a tired day of work. i met one yesterday who (like ALL-EVERY SINGLE TAXI UNCLE i met) was complaining about SG govt, then he moved on to random stuffs which got very amusing. he said something like “ang mo all one way ticket one”, meaning that they’re very straight forward, then he said chinese very cunning, can “two way ticket”. then the chinese are all long people, cause we are “teng lang” (hokkien for chinese, which literally means ‘long people’.)

yay june holidays

yay finally some time for myself! been super busy with makeup classes, extra classes etc etc.

and i so want to go israel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

yay later dinner at barrage. im so hungry already!!

 

get a breather

i wonder if i can get any busier than this?

gonna die young

seirously, i think im gonna die young. been falling prey to all sorts of weird illness. bells palsy, vertigo, hand ezcema (super suay cause i work with ugly hands!), some weird gastrics and now some infection in my body i dont even know of until i felt a bump on my thigh and found out, when i consulted a doc, she said it was my lymph nodes working too hard to rid an infection.

i just know im not gonna live very long.

what the —?

seriously everyone is screwed up. including myself.

the thing about others is that, they pretty much dont change if they dont want to.

i want to try to be a better person. i dont want to get angsty easily. but its hard because every single day there will be someone, who would.. anger me. boyfriend, parents, students, other people. there is no end to this. its so hard to keep calm.

you see, everytime i go to church on sundays, i feel good, i feel confident, i feel positive and i feel that everything is good. i think im most patient on sundays, that is, after church. somewhat the kind of feeling i got when i was younger, before i realised how warped the world is. because, i was really blessed before the world introduced itself to me.

but as days pass, like today, just tuesday, all that positivity slowly ebbs away when things dont go my way, or things happen to really spoil my day, i become angsty and irritated and sensitive and selfish.

God help me please, to keep that peace within me.

certain things never fails to amaze me

like for instance how my income just kept increasing when i made time for church on sundays. its like WHOA! and there is still potential for more increments! I AM SUCHA HAPPY GIRL! God is amazing!! He ALWAYS provides! i NEVER have to worry. i ALWAYS have enough! i ALWAYS have more than what i hoped for. its so amazing. I am so so so so blessed. so blessed.

i have 2 dads. one on earth, another in heaven. i am so blessed because both loves me and throughout my life, they just keep providing for me. they keep giving me love. and love is everything. im am never poor. i have so much of love. i am so thankful. i am so loved.

pappy love!

was just fooling around with my new cammie at home with pappy!

so cute right?? shes like ‘whoaaa’ how not to love her!!?

and of course, darling and me! ok he looks horrendous here but its probably the nicest photo both of us have taken on that day.

annual anniversary trip!

YAY IM GOING BALI!! I CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!!! I HEARD ITS SUCHA BEAAUUUTIFUL PLACE!

Elections 2011 apr 7th

Voting day was today.

I couldn’t decide who to vote for for the past month. I was angry at PAP for making everywhere crowded as a sardin can. I was angry for the rise in our minister’s pay. I was angry at the rising cost, and I was angry the govt held their noses high and ignored our well-being. I was angry and I wanted to get back at PAP by supporting the opp.

Then came e apology from PM and George yeo’s video, and seeing how PM created a Facebook to connect with us. And i also saw the white hairs on their heads, the years and effort spent running singapore.

It wasn’t just a day’s effort, in the GY video message I cld see his sincerity, his realization that PAP had to change. I could see our PM realized the extent of our anger and resentments. And the hate.

Yes the apology came too late, their efforts came all too late after all thats been done, but looking back they were the ones who built singapore so that now we can live peacefully, cleanly, have clean water n food, have a good education system, air conditioned transport system etc because they built/provided it for us.

Growing up in a perfect environment, we grew as arrogant as they did. We grew arrogant because we had everything going our way and we thought we’re the smartass n developed the higher than thou attitude. PAP grew arrogant because they were successful in developing singapore into how it is today when 45 years ago everyone said singapore couldn’t make it.

But look at us today!

I then decided I will still support them for all that they have done for the past 45 yes so I can be, and have what I have today. I will not bite the hands that fed me with a good education system, clean environment and comfortable transport system. They have 5 years to either disappoint or to prove themselves again.

hungry

ok ive gotten my laptop back and it feels like a zillion years since i last used it. so i was blog-hopping and came across www.underage-girl.blogspot.com and omg i feel so hungry looking at all the cupcakes. and im so proud i saw my tiggers, lionies, ellies and piggies on the blog! those were mine mine mine!!!!!!!! and they were so CUTE and YUMMY. i couldnt bear to eat them it was so so so so so so so so cute. albeit the cream i think was a little too sweet. like really sweeeet sweeet suger rush sweet.  but the choco cupcake itself was so yummmmy! its so yummy im having a crave for it right now. argh. i want some cupcakes. wished i could bake. if theres something else i cant do, i think its to bake.